So, this is a working relationship? So, how do one grow? So, how did one learn?

Its scary, one month and fate will decide. Okay, honestly I rather be a student but I can’t deny the fact that reality is tempting. For years, we go through love with education. We spend countless of days together and time isn’t quite the issue. Now, I’m thrown into this world that doesn’t seem quite familiar. A good thing I suppose or I like to put it that way.

I’m like a bummer, ya I said it. Haha. While you’re at work, I’m either asleep or having coffee with friends. I’m kinda getting use to this but I don’t really like it. Like I said its a good thing.

I wish we had all the time in the world, I wish you can pack your bags and leave this country with me from time to time. I wish so much that I’m a little confuse with reality.

And its scary to be in this relationship and realize hey sooner or later my life gonna be like that. Well, the good part is the money the ownership a new environment and the bad would be an unchanged fate routine life.

I wonder, I wonder. Well, let fate decide.

I miss my girlfriend, I miss my baby. :)