Im damn disappointed, it’s like I lost half my heart
No not even the basic I should expect.
Let go, I’m gonna be who I was.

Let’s party lets go crazy..

Today I realise, you are all you got.

Hohoho merry christmas.

Yesterday was amazing and now I’m lying in my bed one last time..

I don’t know what to pack or what not to..it’s painful..and I’m standing here alone thinking why did it come to this..

So where do I go now? Where do I live?

You know the funny thing is that when someone slaps me, I just calmly sit there. When someone tell me they just cheated, I send them home. When they have a bad day, I rush over.

But when I’m like a time bomb, where are they?

No no don’t get me wrong, it’s my choice and I just bite my own ass again.

That made history! I never felt so good.
I look back and I just wanna laugh! How silly.

There I was upset over nothing! The day you went behind and do the things you did, i left.

And I just got so carried away with winning. (ya a flaw no more!)

I got myself a great education and I didn’t feel happy. So silly.

You laugh and smirk while I run away from school? And you laugh at how I couldn’t cause of you? Seriously?

I don’t even laugh at your forever long education.

But whatever it is, this isn’t to smirk right back at you.

I’m happy for myself, I got you running. Honestly, I rather be in hell than to sleep beside a fake scam.

You always mention how I like caring for the people I love, you hated that. You said I will never leave cause its not in my character too.

Now now, you just made history.

The feeling is different, is like you get up each morning doing what you have to do. Its a constant worry of your performance, whether you’ll make or break it. You wonder would you get to the top, you wonder if it’s worth the time. But you keep going.

And at this hour, I greet my love, friends and family goodnight. I miss them yet I don’t have time. I wanna spend so much time with my baby but I don’t have the time. And the feeling sucks.

I miss her yet she’s my motivation.
Goodnight.

Love pushes us to the limit,
We jump we run we hide.
It runs with fear, it runs with doubts, it runs with hurt.
It doesn’t stop, it keeps pushing.

For what it’s worth, we fight.
For just that one minute worth of laughter.

I’m in love, I wanna do it all over again.
But..would I be able to take the fall again.
Oh..that pain…

I’m so in love, I’m gonna explode.
I wish I was better, I wish you knew.
I’m so in love with you.
And for the first time in my life,
I’m in love with just one, my best friend.

Who would have thought, the last would be my best friend. Who would have thought, I would die in the arms of my most trustworthy friend.

How would I have know.